the life of iresi

It is quite scary but also good to know that the way you act effects your life... if you don't do anything then nothing happens... but when you do dare to do things you can make your dreams come true... well almost... at least you can make things happen...

And you can inspire other people... and I just love it when I inspire other people... what a confirmation and boost for the selfconfidence. This year has actually been a good year...

And sometimes you actually don't have to do anything... things just happens... because other people decided that they wanted to make things happen and you got involved...

It is a bit scary to think of that it was faith that made you bring you to were you are... that it was by chance things happened... that sometimes you are very lucky and other times very unlucky... but mostly you are a little bit lucky or have a little bit of bad luck... it is not common to win 1 million at the lottery and it is not common to die by accident in a very young age... although both those could happen... if you are in a lottery or if you just happen to be at the wrong place in the wrong time and maybe be a little bit uncareful... but if you are on an airplane that crashes for example then you are screwed anyway so... and it costs you a lot to be in lotteries all of the time and the chance to win is so small...

well, I was going to  talk about lifes small events... the small events that leads to happiness and sadness... those events is life... those memories that we won't forget... I like to keep my happy memories as treasures and I want to forget the painful memories... but I won't forget them either because they had something to teach me about life... life goes up and down and it is meant that way... we develops as persons... get wiser hopefully... 

...and if not then maybe we will be born yet again.. to live a new life and try to learn... well I don't know, I'm just a simple human but I like the theory of reincarnation... even if I believe more in science then fantasy.... but I also know that there is no way for us humans to know everything... and science doesn't know and can't explain everything... so things are still possible...

Anyway.. I didn't mean to go so deep... I just thought about good things that happened to me and how they came to me... how a small little action from me could bring me so much happiness :) and sometimes how a small little word can bring so much sadness...

But mostly I were thinking of the good things because I'm an optimistic person and I prefer to think of the good things rather then the bad. I like to think of how happy I am to have met such wonderful people. People that makes my life happier. I'm happy for all of my experiences... even if things often doesn't turn out the way you want it to you can still learn something from it and you can still treasure your memories and be happy for having being happy... but most of all being happy that other people are happy to spend time with you :D

Lastly.. just wanted to share really great lyrics by Hello Saferide:

People are like songs, it's true 
Some seem dull at first but then they grow on you 
Me, I'm like Can't Get You Out of My Head 
Annoying at times but I make you wanna dance 

And you are the only one I've met who's God Only Knows 
I liked you the first time I met you, and it grows and grows and grows 

People are like songs, I swear 
Some found you as a child and still they're always there 
A boy that I knew was Anarchy in the UK 
Burned out too quickly but in such a beautiful way 

And you are the only one I've met who's God Only Knows 
Such a well thought out plan but with harmonies that flow 

People are like songs, I've been told 
Some claim your ears but never hear a story unfold 
Old Radio Gaga or Your High School Friends 
Reminds you of things when you were someone else 

And God only knows and you paired up as two 
As the turn of the seasons you come and go 
I can never claim control of either of you 
You're too sweet to be just mine alone 
And I try to stay humble over the fact that 
Sometimes when the time is right you will pass my door 
The crescendo comes and 

And God Only Knows, and you have the one sad similarity 
That every time it's over I want to press play again 
But the only difference appears to be 
I can force it on one of you and on the other I can't